Trying to blog about my one year as Blogger since last Friday but don’t want to put up a new post in replace of my last entries ‘5 decade Miss Universe’. Just wanna enjoy each times log in my blog the front post can see so many LengLui( Beautiful Women’s)
Thinking of putting up my one year lame report such as putting up my past template screenshot’s, write about my blog friends I knew (meet or not yet), vote my lousiest post I ever post..blah blah blah… but past few days Can't do it because ‘No Eat Full Something To Do’
Whatever is 'NO BIG DEAL ' of me blogging for one year, but until now I don’t understand myself why I still continue blogging ? . Seeking attention?? , Some hidden agenda??, Seeking for space??..More friends ?? Looking for partners ??
Seems none of it, but I need an answer so badly.
I decided by finding the ANSWERS went to my bathroom mirror, start staring at the mirror, looking at myself left right , right left to figure out why?.
The more I look at myself in the mirror I can only imagine if Lin Peh new stock of Pio Mei(new shipment just arrive today) see my faces , they sure want to fork me one because I got damn ‘Bin-Tai(pervert) looks
Back to serious, I started Blogging because of 2 to 3 Bloggers, after reading their blog as a silent reader for almost a year , just wanna play play on them by posting about them and relink back to my blog. Maybe just wanna have fun after reading blogs for a year or maybe a kind of escapee of some reality in my life(My 1st post
here) I tend to enjoy it after few post, properly people read my post.
One of my earlier 9394 banner
With my early intention not to reveal my identity or just stay as Anonymous Coward as long as I can, just blog on the actual incidents happen in the last 10 to 20 years ago while I was still struggling as a youth by creating a post as though it happing in this present situation. That why I call myself “Wong Tat Swee’ and getting a new Gweilo name ‘Desmond(My real name is not Desmond) and try to be funny .
Remind myself I will never reveal my identity.Only after my first meeting with some Blogger's on March 16 , my indentity slowly reveal to this cyber world.Until now I still want to maintain annoymous on this blog with many reasons.
my 1st blogger Meet-up on 16th march 2006As months goes by without my realization a kind friendship being build, I seems to enjoy blogging, it keep me going.
My earlier post are full of rubbish, fun, no head no tails but due to some trouble in my family in NZ I became sober in my posting and many at times just wanna close shop. Even changing my blog nickname from 9394 to 9393
To my surprise the bloggers and readers are so much different the way they projected themselves in the blog, they are wonderful, sending emails,
massagers messaging, sms, calling, meet up when knowing I have some trouble in my life. Anytime they will give you a word of wisdom, encouragements when you are down with no reward in returns.
June Raining Morning--just arrive my NZ home but She had gone a day before
Never imagine some bloggers and readers will give me so much support when I have a major breakdown this mid year. They have no valid reason's to support me.Thank you all for getting me back to my dancing shoes, dance again in my life stages, will always remember your kind words and support. Thank you all.
Another main reason that's keep me blogging is SCB .I’m looking forward for her return to comment on my blog one day.
Maybe all this reasoning keeps me blogging month after month.
So what my next ?…..........continue to become
Desmond Wong Tat Swee ? or continue staring at mirror and fall in love with myself?, whatever the reasons is (still blur blur), my wish is thats with all those 'No-Head-No-Tails posting I could lighten everyone DAY's with some cheers
Thank you all for Standing Beside My BLOG
...and the beats goes on....
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